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    Lifting What I've Lost; or, Revelations On Public Transport

    I've been doing this weight loss thing for a really long time now. I mean, I started in September 2010 - so we're talking almost three years since I first stepped into the gym in Worcester, weighing 290lbs. It's been a while, then, since I've felt like I could be surprised. As I've said over and [...]
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    Proportion, Perspective, and Why Sometimes Good Things Seem Bad

    Y'know when you start out on a journey to a 'new you' - or even just pick up where you left off on an old one - it's hard to imagine failing. You're resolute. You're determined. You're totally going to kick ass and achieve your goals, because you are awesome. Heck, once you're finished, you'll proba[...]
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    Strength (and Pride, and Power) Training

    Back in the day, I'd say I wasn't a very strong person. I wasn't necessarily weak, but I just kinda let things happen. I stayed in relationships too long because leaving them would be too hard; I stayed in education too long because I didn't think I'd be able to find a job; I comforted myself with p[...]
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    Celebrity Weights Revealed, and Other Things That Make Me Furious

    Yesterday, my gorgeous Mum came to visit me in London town, and I had the most wonderful day. We did some lovely touristy things - visiting Buckingham Palace, strolling down Carnaby Street, and wandering through St. James's Park. It was awesome. I was happy. And then this happened, and my mood wa[...]
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    You Can Do Pretty Much Anything (and Other Things I've Learned in Two Weeks of Training)

    You may remember a couple of weeks ago I said I was starting to train with the lovely Tom Dyer of Ultimate City Fitness, to find out how much butt it is possible for one fat girl to kick. I'm nothing if not open to new experiences, even if they do seem utterly terrifying. After all, I have this w[...]
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    Small Thoughts on Boston and This God Damned Week

    It's been one hell of a week, hasn't it? I mean, sitting here, in bed, in my cosy little house, I feel well and truly apart from the awfulness that's going on in Boston as I type. It's almost as though, the second I turn the news off and log out of Twitter, it stops happening - but of course, it [...]
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    One Year of Fat Girl, PhD

    It's my birthday! Well, not mine. But it's a whole year since I found myself sitting in my bedroom, writing my very first post, in my slippers and hat, at 10pm at night. I'd written the post, but I couldn't think of what to call the blog itself. I'd come up with a couple of bad puns, the odd play[...]
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    Ditch the Wagon, Ride a Bike (and Other Dodgy Motivation Metaphors)

    Healthy livin'. It's something I'm meant to be all about. And I am, most of the time - or rather, I was, until, say, early December - back when I had my knee operated on for the 4th (and hopefully final) time; when I had a birthday that involved a lot of cake; when I was job-hunting and interview[...]
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    Quit Planning, and Enjoy the Little Things

    I've always thought of myself of something of a planner. I love a good strategy, me. When I'm not blogging, I'm paid to do just that - plan stuff. Strategise things. Day-to-day, I've got to be super-organised, thinking ahead days, weeks, and months in advance. And that's fine by me, because, as I[...]
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    Fear and Loathing in Haagen Dasz

    Since I (briefly) mentioned I was inclined to binge eat here, I've been inundated with questions about it - questions which it's taking me a while to answer, because frankly, I'm not sure how. See, when I try to talk about things like my tendency to binge eat... I just don't want to. Yes, [...]
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    Escape Your Comfort Zone (Even If It Gives You Freshers' Flu)

    I just had something of a revelation. After a week of feeling like death warmed up, I've realised... I've got Freshers' Flu. You've gotta laugh at times like this. Here I am, with my grown-up job, in my grown-up flatshare, with my grown-up clothes and attitude and a healthy living blog... And I'v[...]
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    Feel the Cliche and Do It Anyway

    You'll notice things have gone a bit quiet around these parts since my last post - because it's been something of a whirlwind since I upped sticks and moved to the big smoke. Honestly, I have not stopped for long enough to even think, let alone write - but I've been lucky enough to have met some rea[...]
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    Patience, Perfection, and That Time I Pretended I Was the Subway Guy

    Perfection is something I'm pretty sure I don't believe in; it's right up there with the phrase 'nothing tastes as good as thin feels' and the 2013 Cliff Richard calendar in my 'List of Things I Strongly Oppose.' But sometimes, for reasons beyond my control - also known as this blog - I have to p[...]
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    What Do You Really Want?

    Simple question, really. But I have a theory that this whole health, fitness and wellbeing malarkey pretty much boils down to it. Figuring out what you really want - on a number of levels - is one of the most important things you can do to make a big ol' lifestyle change. Essentially, it comes d[...]
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    Merry Christmas!

    Hello! This is only a short post, but I wanted to check in and wish you guys a very, very Merry Christmas. Here's me and my gorgeous, wonderful, super-intelligent (and a bit of a pop star) sister this morning - we thought we'd dress up this morning, to make up for the inevitable pyjama time after di[...]
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    The "Low-Fat" Myth and Why You're Being Marketed To

    Don't judge me, but when I'm not writing this blog, or doing a PhD, I work in marketing. I know, I know - I'm pretty sure that means I'll be a slug or something in the next life, but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. This booty doesn't pay for itself, you know. Anyway, having spent a f[...]
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    Screw You and Your Platitudes; or, The Fat Paradox

    It's Katie-rant time. On body image. Again. Ready? Firstly, I'm tiring of the word 'curvy.' I completely agree with the author of this article that it's a word that's become so overused as to lose all meaning - which is a shame, because it's a word I like. I don't think I'd be lying if I call[...]
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    Adventures in Knee Surgery; or, Why It's Never Hopeless

    As you probably know, yesterday was a big day for me, because I was getting a whole hunk of nasty metal removed from my knee. I needed it, back in the days when I was 290lbs - that stuff was the structure that was holding me up. But as time's gone on, and I've grown ever fitter (whilst reducing the [...]
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    The Red Dress Epiphany

    I'm super sorry guys - I've been ever so busy this last couple of weeks, what with the PhD, work, various project-type things, the Meal Plan, and some exciting bits and bobs relating to the blog (which I'm hoping you'll all like, eventually!) However, I've also done a spot of shopping. Well, I sa[...]
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    Get With the Programme!

    We've finally made it! I can't even begin to tell you how hard we've been working to get this programme finished for you guys, following the amazing, astounding and oh-my-god-I-may-be-welling-up-a-little-bit response to last week's guest post by Matt, the trainer who designed this programme. This[...]
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    Q&A: Diet or Exercise?

    Q: If you had to choose one thing to start with, would it be exercise or food? With everything going on, both is overwhelming at the moment. Personally, if I had to choose one thing to tackle first, it'd be food. But - and this is a big but (and I cannot lie) - I'm not saying that you should go o[...]
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    Where Do You Find Your Inspiration?

    I was so, ridiculously cheerful earlier this week that it was almost embarrassing. Honestly, even pre-coffee, I'm pretty sure I had Disney-style bluebirds flying around, singing happy songs about how beautiful the weather is. Even though it's been raining. Yes, that cheery. I know. It's gross.[...]
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    This Is An Apology to the Weight Loss Industry

    This is a guest post from Matt Peacock, who designed the programme I follow. I asked him if he'd write something that gave a little bit more insight into who he is and what he does - because obviously 'tis all well and good me gushing about his awesomeness here, but, you know... It's not quite the s[...]
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    Why You Shouldn't Write Off November

    This time last year, I was a good 220lbs (at least - I'd started avoiding the scales around August, once I knew I was gaining weight.) I'd had a busy October, full of cake and alcohol from a jam-packed birthday calendar, and sweets from a very-much-extended Halloween celebration. I'm a big fan of Ha[...]
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    The Battle Pose

    I like to think I'm pretty confident. Most of the time, I've got no issue with meeting new people, and I love a good chinwag - so outwardly, I'd say I'm pretty outgoing. Plus, I did post a series of photos of myself in my knickers for the world to see a couple of weeks ago, so I'm pretty sure nobody[...]
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    Why It's Okay to Just Do Okay

    As the wise man Mr T. once said, it's not where you come from, it's where you're going. And I'd be inclined to agree, especially on this whole health business. I don't think it's ever too late to make a difference to your lifestyle, regardless of where you're starting from - and I think aiming high [...]
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    An Open Letter to Minnie Mouse

    Dear Minnie, I know it's been a while since we last spent any quality time together. We used to have a great time when we were younger, but then we grew apart. I went to college, moved away, got a job, and I'll admit - I neglected our relationship. And for that I'm sorry, because now I feel like [...]
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    Think Positive... Lose Weight?

    When I was fat - or fatter, given the enormous chunk of birthday cake I unashamedly devoured at the weekend for my sister's 21st that I'm pretty sure weighed at least 10lbs and may have single-handedly given me diabetes - I was still... Me. I was still a mind inhabiting a body - and so you'd think I[...]
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    An Honest Post for World Mental Health Day

    Today is World Mental Health Day - an initiative by the World Health Organisation which is designed to "raise public awareness about mental health issues. The day promotes open discussion of mental disorders, and investments in prevention, promotion and treatment services." This year, the theme i[...]
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    That Time When Jennifer Livingston Kicked Everybody's Butt

    I've been sent this by quite a few people over the last 24 hours - so thanks to Jen, Sarah, Maggie (and Maggie's sister!), Maria, Marina and Catherine for sending it my way. Keep the good links a'comin'! You might have seen it already, but if you haven't - this is a US news anchor basically kicki[...]
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    Fat Politics: Obesity, Health & Getting a Job

    Yesterday, I read this quote reported to be from Christina Aguilera (it's since been denied - but bear with me on this), who said she told her record label the following when working on her new album - because apparently, no amount of talent will help you if you're fat: I told them during this Lotu[...]
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    The War on Snarking; or, Why You Shouldn't Give a Damn

    Ladies and gentlemen, it's that time again - wherein I go on about body image. Yes, again. You might've spotted a bit of a furore in the papers lately, because Lady Gaga has gained some weight. She's apparently gained 25lbs, in a move which has shocked people-who-should-have-more-important-things[...]
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    Mindfulness, and When to Just Stop Thinking

    I'm a busy woman - and it's hard to keep everything in balance sometimes. Normally this isn't an issue - and finding time to hit the gym usually seems like a welcome break from the huge amount of time I spend sitting in front of a computer screen... Even though I do tend to multi-task with the iPad [...]
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    The Society of Solo Dancers

    I was in full-on writer mode earlier. I was tapping away furiously, in total silence, pausing only to sip coffee and after four hours, at last, I was done. So, I cranked up the volume on my speakers, and got DOWN. I live alone. In a tiny flat. Above a curry house. But dammit, I can get down like [...]
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    Where Do I Start? Part 2 - Getting Ready to Change

    I'm always interested by psychological type things - especially when I can apply them to myself, because let's face it. I've started a blog about me. Safe to say I'm a wee bit self-absorbed.  Anyway, that meant that when Matt told me about something called the transtheoretical model of behaviour [...]
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    Where Do I Start, Part 1 - What's a Lifestyle Change?

    I've been asked this a lot since I started this blog - and yet, weirdly enough, it's one of the posts I've struggled most to write. That's for a few reasons. Firstly, when I set out to lose weight initially, I didn't think like I do now. When you first start, you're all motivation - you know you wan[...]
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    Why You Probably Don't Need Surgery

    Last week, I was asked to be a talking head on HuffPost Live, during their interview of Lisa Lampanelli - who is ace. She's known for her amazing (if a tad...uhhh...blue) put-downs - the only one I could find that wasn't too filthy to put here was "Donald Trump has disappointed more women than Sex a[...]
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    Why Are Bad Habits So Hard to Break?

    Oh, habits. Bad ones are really easy to pick up, and ridiculously hard to quit. And good ones, predictably, are quite the g'damn opposite. Here's a few examples from my own experience: grabbing a sausage sandwich and a can of full-fat coke as consolation for Monday morning (boo...) And doing t[...]
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    Why the Scales Really Don't Matter

    I've said before how evil the scales can be. Repeatedly. I swear to God, they are put on this earth just to toy with my emotions, because whenever I feel like I've had a really good week, boom! I can guarantee you I will have apparently gained a few pounds. Never fails. There are so many variable[...]
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    Self-Esteem, Self-Control, and Stretch Marks

    I seem to talk about body image a lot. I know that. But here I am, back on it again, like a broken record. Sorry 'bout that. This time, though, it's because a friend of mine sent me this fabulous article and it gave me pause for thought. It's amazing what an impact the things people say to you as a [...]
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    Getting and Staying Motivated

    I've been asked a lot over the last few days - "how do you stay motivated?" Seems a lot of us - myself included - are in the habit of starting a diet with the best of intentions, and with all the motivation in the world... For about three days. Then it starts to go bit wrong. Temptation, life,[...]
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    Cardio, Fat Burning, and Getting Stuff Done

    When I first started out trying to lose weight, I hate hate hated cardio. What can I say? I like to have nice hair, and cardio seems to go out of its way to push against that. Boo hiss. But as you probably already know, one of the biggest parts of the exercise plan I've been following is the l[...]
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    How Thinking Fat Can Make You Fat

    I was intrigued to read this the other day, sent in by a very lovely reader: Teenagers who think they are overweight, even if they aren't, are far more likely to grow up to be obese, researchers warned today. They say that obsession with body image as a teen can influence our weight when we are [...]
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    Why I'm a Feminist Now

    I have a confession to make: I've always been a little intimidated by feminism. Not because I didn't agree with it, of course - I've just always been a bit afraid to engage in discussions about it, because most of the encounters I'd had with 'proper' feminists had seemed just a tad... Angry. I re[...]
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    How a "Bad Weigh In" Ended in an Epiphany

    Because I’m super-cool (that’s a lie) and super-popular (another lie), I’ve had a very busy few weeks. I’ve been to Global Gathering, and I’ve been to leaving parties, birthday parties and just plain old regular parties. And you know what all these things have in common? Booze. Lots of it. [...]
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    Why Doing a PhD is a Lot Like Losing Weight

    Over the last couple of weeks, there have been a couple of times where I've really had to drag myself all but kicking and screaming to the gym. I know it's what I ought to do, and I know I won't regret it once I'm there - but sitting on the sofa doing all of diddly squat just seems so much more appe[...]
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    Can Food Be Addictive?

    Up until relatively recently, I thought I could eat pretty much what I wanted, so long as I managed to stay within my calorie goal. After all, calorie counting is the key to successful weight loss. Right? Hmm. You'll notice I'm using the past tense. I no longer think that. I've always total[...]
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    What We Talk About When We Talk About Fat

    You guys know when I talk about being fat, I mean it affectionately. But in this post I briefly touched on the connotations of "fat" and I was really surprised by how many people said to me afterwards how much they've been affected by the negative things our society associates with being fat. I've a[...]