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    What Slim Fast (and Every Other Diet) Can Do With Their 7 Day Plan

    So, this morning I was casually scrolling through Twitter, minding my own business. Picture the scene: I'm humming cheerfully, enjoying my Saturday morning coffee and eggs, listening to some old-school jazz. The sky is blue, and I'm still in my pyjamas. Okay, the part about the sky isn't true. Bu[...]
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    Strength (and Pride, and Power) Training

    Back in the day, I'd say I wasn't a very strong person. I wasn't necessarily weak, but I just kinda let things happen. I stayed in relationships too long because leaving them would be too hard; I stayed in education too long because I didn't think I'd be able to find a job; I comforted myself with p[...]
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    A Marketing Fail So Big I Had to Share

    This is maybe a little off the usual topic, for me. Or maybe it isn't. I don't know. Here's the situation. You all know I work in marketing, right? I've confessed this plenty o'times before. Judge if you will, but let's be clear - I enjoy my job, and at least I'm not this guy. This guy is [...]
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    Celebrity Weights Revealed, and Other Things That Make Me Furious

    Yesterday, my gorgeous Mum came to visit me in London town, and I had the most wonderful day. We did some lovely touristy things - visiting Buckingham Palace, strolling down Carnaby Street, and wandering through St. James's Park. It was awesome. I was happy. And then this happened, and my mood wa[...]
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    You Can Do Pretty Much Anything (and Other Things I've Learned in Two Weeks of Training)

    You may remember a couple of weeks ago I said I was starting to train with the lovely Tom Dyer of Ultimate City Fitness, to find out how much butt it is possible for one fat girl to kick. I'm nothing if not open to new experiences, even if they do seem utterly terrifying. After all, I have this w[...]
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    Small Thoughts on Boston and This God Damned Week

    It's been one hell of a week, hasn't it? I mean, sitting here, in bed, in my cosy little house, I feel well and truly apart from the awfulness that's going on in Boston as I type. It's almost as though, the second I turn the news off and log out of Twitter, it stops happening - but of course, it [...]
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    Maybe I'm Not Making Myself Clear About the Scales

    In the last 48 hours, I've had no less than three - three - people tell me that they've been upset by the number on the scales at some point this week. Ladies: the hell. The hell? Are you kidding me? Seriously? This state of affairs leaves me with no choice, because I've put my head in [...]
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    The Girls on "Girls" Are Cooler Than Me, But I Still Love Lena Dunham

    I'm not sure if you're aware, but I am not particularly cool. I'm giving it my best shot, with my cool job in a cool company, doing cool things for cool businesses - but alas, I am not, myself, one of the cool people. Here are some examples: I fall down a lot. I'd rather be late for work than [...]
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    Horse Burgers and... Snarking?

    Okay, so I've been meaning to get to addressing this since it started emerging - it's time for me to talk about horse meat. I know I'm late to the party, but sue me - I've been busy. And also, if I'm honest, I'm not really sure where I come down on the whole debacle. For those of you outside [...]
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    Fear and Loathing in Haagen Dasz

    Since I (briefly) mentioned I was inclined to binge eat here, I've been inundated with questions about it - questions which it's taking me a while to answer, because frankly, I'm not sure how. See, when I try to talk about things like my tendency to binge eat... I just don't want to. Yes, [...]
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    Escape Your Comfort Zone (Even If It Gives You Freshers' Flu)

    I just had something of a revelation. After a week of feeling like death warmed up, I've realised... I've got Freshers' Flu. You've gotta laugh at times like this. Here I am, with my grown-up job, in my grown-up flatshare, with my grown-up clothes and attitude and a healthy living blog... And I'v[...]
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    Feel the Cliche and Do It Anyway

    You'll notice things have gone a bit quiet around these parts since my last post - because it's been something of a whirlwind since I upped sticks and moved to the big smoke. Honestly, I have not stopped for long enough to even think, let alone write - but I've been lucky enough to have met some rea[...]
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    All Change Please, All Change

    Well, it's done. I've made it to London, and I'm writing this post from my lovely new house in Islington. As it happens, I have something of a fuzzy head after a welcome night out with my new housemates - which was ridiculously fun, but my God, I am tired. You may have to excuse any parts of this po[...]
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    Patience, Perfection, and That Time I Pretended I Was the Subway Guy

    Perfection is something I'm pretty sure I don't believe in; it's right up there with the phrase 'nothing tastes as good as thin feels' and the 2013 Cliff Richard calendar in my 'List of Things I Strongly Oppose.' But sometimes, for reasons beyond my control - also known as this blog - I have to p[...]
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    What Do You Really Want?

    Simple question, really. But I have a theory that this whole health, fitness and wellbeing malarkey pretty much boils down to it. Figuring out what you really want - on a number of levels - is one of the most important things you can do to make a big ol' lifestyle change. Essentially, it comes d[...]
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    On Being Thankful For Your Flaws

    America, I am officially gatecrashing your holiday. Because I love turkey, stuffing, and frankly, I think it's unfair that you guys get two goes at a Christmas-style break - so I'm getting involved. Consider me having pushed my way in there. Because I think Thanksgiving is a great holiday, or at [...]
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    This Is An Apology to the Weight Loss Industry

    This is a guest post from Matt Peacock, who designed the programme I follow. I asked him if he'd write something that gave a little bit more insight into who he is and what he does - because obviously 'tis all well and good me gushing about his awesomeness here, but, you know... It's not quite the s[...]
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    Why You Shouldn't Write Off November

    This time last year, I was a good 220lbs (at least - I'd started avoiding the scales around August, once I knew I was gaining weight.) I'd had a busy October, full of cake and alcohol from a jam-packed birthday calendar, and sweets from a very-much-extended Halloween celebration. I'm a big fan of Ha[...]
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    The Battle Pose

    I like to think I'm pretty confident. Most of the time, I've got no issue with meeting new people, and I love a good chinwag - so outwardly, I'd say I'm pretty outgoing. Plus, I did post a series of photos of myself in my knickers for the world to see a couple of weeks ago, so I'm pretty sure nobody[...]
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    An Open Letter to Minnie Mouse

    Dear Minnie, I know it's been a while since we last spent any quality time together. We used to have a great time when we were younger, but then we grew apart. I went to college, moved away, got a job, and I'll admit - I neglected our relationship. And for that I'm sorry, because now I feel like [...]
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    Think Positive... Lose Weight?

    When I was fat - or fatter, given the enormous chunk of birthday cake I unashamedly devoured at the weekend for my sister's 21st that I'm pretty sure weighed at least 10lbs and may have single-handedly given me diabetes - I was still... Me. I was still a mind inhabiting a body - and so you'd think I[...]
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    What 60lbs Looks Like in Mismatched Undies

    It's been an exciting week for me, because I finally hit the 160lbs I'd been aiming for for the last two years. Now I'm here, I realise I've still got some work to do, and my target weight has shifted a bit now I'm here - but when I started out, at 290lbs, it seemed like an impossible dream, so to f[...]
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    An Honest Post for World Mental Health Day

    Today is World Mental Health Day - an initiative by the World Health Organisation which is designed to "raise public awareness about mental health issues. The day promotes open discussion of mental disorders, and investments in prevention, promotion and treatment services." This year, the theme i[...]
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    Stress, and How to Escape the Slump

    I'm not really sure of the reasons behind it, but for the last few days I've been feeling a bit... Blue. That happens to everyone from time to time - even fine upstanding wellbeing-ers like myself. I've been a tad frazzled - it's been a busy patch at work, my PhD programme is being a pain in t[...]
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    That Time When Jennifer Livingston Kicked Everybody's Butt

    I've been sent this by quite a few people over the last 24 hours - so thanks to Jen, Sarah, Maggie (and Maggie's sister!), Maria, Marina and Catherine for sending it my way. Keep the good links a'comin'! You might have seen it already, but if you haven't - this is a US news anchor basically kicki[...]
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    The War on Snarking; or, Why You Shouldn't Give a Damn

    Ladies and gentlemen, it's that time again - wherein I go on about body image. Yes, again. You might've spotted a bit of a furore in the papers lately, because Lady Gaga has gained some weight. She's apparently gained 25lbs, in a move which has shocked people-who-should-have-more-important-things[...]
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    The Society of Solo Dancers

    I was in full-on writer mode earlier. I was tapping away furiously, in total silence, pausing only to sip coffee and after four hours, at last, I was done. So, I cranked up the volume on my speakers, and got DOWN. I live alone. In a tiny flat. Above a curry house. But dammit, I can get down like [...]
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    Where Do I Start? Part 2 - Getting Ready to Change

    I'm always interested by psychological type things - especially when I can apply them to myself, because let's face it. I've started a blog about me. Safe to say I'm a wee bit self-absorbed.  Anyway, that meant that when Matt told me about something called the transtheoretical model of behaviour [...]
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    Why You Probably Don't Need Surgery

    Last week, I was asked to be a talking head on HuffPost Live, during their interview of Lisa Lampanelli - who is ace. She's known for her amazing (if a tad...uhhh...blue) put-downs - the only one I could find that wasn't too filthy to put here was "Donald Trump has disappointed more women than Sex a[...]
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    Carbs, Glorious Carbs

    Ahhhh, carbs. Apparently enemy of all things diet, they're the current thing to ditch. I know this, because I tried it. Not for long, mind - it's not much fun, it makes you feel pretty terrible, and it's certainly no way to lose any weight you'd actually like to keep off. We laugh about it now, but [...]
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    Why the Scales Really Don't Matter

    I've said before how evil the scales can be. Repeatedly. I swear to God, they are put on this earth just to toy with my emotions, because whenever I feel like I've had a really good week, boom! I can guarantee you I will have apparently gained a few pounds. Never fails. There are so many variable[...]
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    How Thinking Fat Can Make You Fat

    I was intrigued to read this the other day, sent in by a very lovely reader: Teenagers who think they are overweight, even if they aren't, are far more likely to grow up to be obese, researchers warned today. They say that obsession with body image as a teen can influence our weight when we are [...]
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    Why I'm a Feminist Now

    I have a confession to make: I've always been a little intimidated by feminism. Not because I didn't agree with it, of course - I've just always been a bit afraid to engage in discussions about it, because most of the encounters I'd had with 'proper' feminists had seemed just a tad... Angry. I re[...]
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    How a "Bad Weigh In" Ended in an Epiphany

    Because I’m super-cool (that’s a lie) and super-popular (another lie), I’ve had a very busy few weeks. I’ve been to Global Gathering, and I’ve been to leaving parties, birthday parties and just plain old regular parties. And you know what all these things have in common? Booze. Lots of it. [...]
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    Why Doing a PhD is a Lot Like Losing Weight

    Over the last couple of weeks, there have been a couple of times where I've really had to drag myself all but kicking and screaming to the gym. I know it's what I ought to do, and I know I won't regret it once I'm there - but sitting on the sofa doing all of diddly squat just seems so much more appe[...]
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    Can Food Be Addictive?

    Up until relatively recently, I thought I could eat pretty much what I wanted, so long as I managed to stay within my calorie goal. After all, calorie counting is the key to successful weight loss. Right? Hmm. You'll notice I'm using the past tense. I no longer think that. I've always total[...]
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    What We Talk About When We Talk About Fat

    You guys know when I talk about being fat, I mean it affectionately. But in this post I briefly touched on the connotations of "fat" and I was really surprised by how many people said to me afterwards how much they've been affected by the negative things our society associates with being fat. I've a[...]
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    Think Happy Thoughts - Mantras for a Better Week

    I've been amazed at how many people identify with me on the emotional eating front - especially among people who, like me, have to juggle a lot of balls and spin a lot of plates to keep everything ticking along. It's one of those things most of us have done at some point - landing face first into[...]
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    The Psychology of Getting Fit

    If there's one question I get asked a lot (second only to 'How did you do it?') it's this - 'do you feel different?' Usually the people asking that question are referring to the physical side of it - and yes, I feel completely different. I'm less tired. It doesn't hurt to get out of bed or the ba[...]
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    A Trip Down Memory Lane...

    I’m so uncomfortable. Three years of hard work, and I’m stuck here, sweating, trying not to breathe so I don’t bust a shirt button under my graduation robes. This ought to be one of the best days of my life, and I just want to get out of here, get into my pyjamas, and eat until I fall asleep. [...]
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    Why Body Image Matters

    I was very, very interested to read the recommendations from a group of UK MPs the other day suggesting that school children should have body image lessons as part of the curriculum. I'm going to repeat myself again here - for all the 'fat girl' jokiness of this blog, it's not just about weight l[...]
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    Get Happy - Five and a Half Tips to Make Your Life Better

    My last few posts have been a bit serious, I know - so I thought I'd take a minute to write a nice cheery post! I am happy at the moment. Really happy. The sun's out and I'm only a little bit burnt, which is always a bit of a mood lifter - and check it out, a new before and after pic: Evidentl[...]
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    There's No Such Thing as a Quick Fix

    I was going to write a blog today about the importance of keeping your 'before' pictures for later use - but I was browsing the news over my lunch and came across this article about a girl in the UK who has been declared 'Britain's heaviest teenager' weighing 63st at the age of 19. Source: Daily [...]
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    Appreciating What You've Got

    It's often all-too-easy to get complacent about what you've got, be it friends, family, money, warmth - and your health. I've got a cold at the moment, and dammit, I feel sorry for myself. Really sorry for myself. I've noticed this more since I've been living a healthy lifestyle - the fact that I[...]
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    Why You're Not Losing Any Weight - and Why You Should Carry On Anyway

    I have a confession to make. I haven't lost a single pound in over three weeks. Yes, that's right - I'm considering myself a blogger about weight loss... But one that isn't losing any weight. It'd be very, very easy to get disillusioned at this point - after all, I'm logging at least 9 hour[...]
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    Why I Love Yoga... and your Monday Inspiration!

    I love yoga. This isn't something I thought I'd ever say, being rather inflexible and a bit of a chunky monkey. When I first started on this journey, and I had two problems with yoga. Firstly, surely if you're trying to lose weight, you should be sweating and working really hard at a slightly unc[...]
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    Choosing Your Goals - and My New Ones!

    Yesterday, I made an exciting decision. In 7 weeks, I'm doing the Race for Life with my Mum and sister! We did it once before, years and years ago when I was still at school, and I huffed and puffed my way through walking the 5k - I wasn't exactly at my physical peak, let's put it that way. Now I[...]
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    Back to the Future

    A very, very large part of my reason to move to this particular flat was location, location, location. It's closer to my family, and it's two doors down from the flat I lived in that day when I made the decision to enter the gym across the road. Yesterday, I rejoined said gym - and tonight, I saw my[...]
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    Escaping Emotional Eating

    I'm an emotional eater. No doubt about that. That's pretty much why, when I had two broken legs, I ballooned in weight - it's the way I deal with that stress. It's also why I've always had snacks on standby when PhDing, because - believe it or not - writing a PhD is very much an emotional rollercoas[...]
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    It's Not Just About Weight Loss

    Don't get me wrong - when I first took those footsteps into the gym, it was all about weight loss. I was never a depressed, shy, or insecure fat girl, and I didn't want to lose weight because I hated myself, or how I looked. I thought I looked good - I just thought I'd look even better in a small[...]
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    Face Your Fears, Baby!

    I know there are lots of people in the world doing amazing things every day, and the Olympics are coming to town soon - so my miniscule athletic prowess isn't all that impressive in the grand scheme of things... But today, for the first time since I broke my knees in 2007 (actually considerably long[...]
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    Motivation and Maintaining Your Goals

    I think I'm one of those people that does their best to make life difficult for themselves. I think that's taken as read when you decide to do a PhD - in anything - and on top of a job? Well, that's just a fool's game. But I do it, because I'm passionate about it. Working out and eating healthy, [...]
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    Why Am I Writing About Fitness?

    My name's Katie. I'm 24 years old. I'm attempting to do a Literature PhD on top of a full-time job (because let's face it - a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.) Fortunately it's a job I love, so I'm very lucky in that respect. But above and beyond all this, I've always been a "fat girl" - n[...]